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-From me! said Stephen in astonishment. I stumble on an idea once a fortnight if I am lucky. -These questions are very profound, Mr Dedalus, said the dean. It is like looking down from the cliffs of Moher into the depths. Many go down into the depths and never come up. Only the trained diver can go down into those depths and explore them and come to the surface again. -If you mean speculation, sir, said Stephen, I also am sure that there is no such thing as free thinking inasmuch as all thinking must be bound by its own laws. -Ha! -For my purpose I can work on at present by the light of one or two ideas of Aristotle and Aquinas. -I see. I quite see your point. -I need them only for my own use and guidance until I have done something for myself by their light. If the lamp smokes or smells I shall try to trim it. If it does not give light enough I shall sell it and buy another. -Epictetus also had a lamp, said the dean, which was sold for a fancy price after his death. It was the lamp he wrote his philosophical dissertations by. You know Epictetus? -An old gentleman, said Stephen coarsely, who said that the soul is very like a bucketful of water. -He tells us in his homely way, the dean went on, that he put an iron lamp before a statue of one of the gods and that a thief stole the lamp. What did the philosopher do? He reflected that it was in the character of a thief to steal and determined to buy an earthen lamp next day instead of the iron lamp. A smell of molten tallow came up from the dean’s candlebutts and fused itself in Stephen’s consciousness with the jingle of the words, bucket and lamp and lamp and bucket. The priest’s voice too had a hard jingling tone. Stephen’s mind halted by instinct, checked by the strange tone and the imagery and by the priest’s face which seemed like an unlit lamp or a reflector hung in a false focus. What lay behind it or within it? A dull torpor of the soul or the dullness of the thunder-cloud, charged with intellection and capable of the gloom of God? -I meant a different kind of lamp, sir, said Stephen. -Undoubtedly, said the dean. -One difficulty, said Stephen, in esthetic discussion is to know whether words are being used according to the literary tradition or according to the tradition of the marketplace. I remember a sentence of Newman’s in which he says of the Blessed Virgin that she was detained in the full company of the saints. The use of the word in the marketplace is quite different. I hope I am not detaining you. -Not in the least, said the dean politely. -No, no, said Stephen, smiling, I mean... -Yes, yes: I see, said the dean quickly, I quite catch the point: detain. |