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386 talk of my being a fairy, but I am sure, you are more like a brownie.’ ‘Am I hideous, Jane?’ ‘Very, sir: you always were, you know.’ ‘Humph! The wickedness has not been taken out of you, wherever you have sojourned.’ ‘Yet I have been with good people; far better than you: a hundred times better people; possessed of ideas and views you never entertained in your life: quite more refined and exalted.’ ‘Who the deuce have you been with?’ ‘If you twist in that way you will make me pull the hair out of your head; and then I think you will cease to entertain doubts of my substantiality.’ ‘Who have you been with, Jane?’ ‘You shall not get it out of me to-night, sir; you must wait till to-morrow; to leave my tale half told, will, you know, be a sort of security that I shall appear at your breakfast table to finish it. By the bye, I must mind not to rise on your hearth with only a glass of water then: I must bring an egg at the least, to say nothing of fried ham.’ ‘You mocking changeling-fairy-born and human-bred! You make me feel as I have not felt these twelve months. If Saul could have had you for his David, the evil spirit would have been exorcised without the aid of the harp.’ ‘There, sir, you are redd up and made decent. Now I’ll leave you: I have been travelling these last three days, and I believe I am tired. Good night.’ ‘Just one word, Jane: were there only ladies in the house where you have been?’ I laughed and made my escape, still laughing as I ran upstairs. ‘A good idea!’ I thought with glee. ‘I see I have the means of fretting him out of his melancholy for some time to come.’ Very early the next morning I heard him up and astir, wandering from one room to another. As soon as Mary came down I heard the question: ‘Is Miss Eyre here?’ Then: ‘Which room did you put her into? Was it dry? Is she up? Go and ask if she wants anything; and when she will come down.’ I came down as soon as I thought there was a prospect of breakfast. Entering the room very softly, I had a view of him before he discovered my presence. It was mournful, indeed, to witness the subjugation of that vigorous spirit to a corporeal infirmity. He sat in his chair- still, but not at rest: expectant evidently; the lines of now habitual sadness marking his strong features. His countenance reminded one of a lamp quenched, waiting to be re-lit-and alas! it was not himself that could now kindle the lustre of animated expression: he was dependent on another for that office! I had meant to be gay and careless, but the powerlessness of the strong man touched my heart to the quick: still I accosted him with what vivacity I could. ‘It is a bright, sunny morning, sir,’ I said. ‘The rain is over and gone, and there is a tender shining after it: you shall have a walk soon.’ I had wakened the glow: his features beamed. |
